just go away. leave me alone.
why can’t you just stop all of this nonsense. you areseriously being one of the most immature, sympathy seeking succubus’ i’ve ever met. you are not miserable. you made a mistake. live with it and move on. it’s like everything you do is somt way for you to get my attention. stop cutting yourself/startving yourself/blaming yourself. and go play with your neice, and enjoy your family. because we could have had another chance. but there are so many things wrong with you. i just wish i could bring you to me. but filter you while you were on your way. just have the guy i know is inside of you. the sweet caring protective guy i wish i could have found, but the guy you never let me. i gave you faith and trust. and although i broke the basic rules of a relationship myself, you broke my heart and soul into a thousand tiny pieces and then fed them to pigs.
what in your right mind makes you think that anything you say or do is acceptable. stop drowning yourself in blame, get back on your happy horse. and love yourself. because how am i meant to love you, if you don’t love yourself first. stop doing this to me. because knowing you are doing this all wrong makes me want to die. please just try for me. just be happy. nothing is ever as bad as it seems. just bs strong my love and you can get through it. we both need to grow as people before we can grow anything of our own.
please.
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